Ugh ma gug.

was reading my previous posts from this time last year about working out and eating healthy, and i am a bit peeved that i couldn't stick with it and am back to that same place again right now. but i feel different about it now, and am really motivated to eat healthy and work out. i've been doing better with the eating and need to find that motivation to work out, which is the hardest thing in the world to me. motivation i mean, not working out. but, i feel like this year i'm finally going to be healthier and get somewhere close to the body i want.


xoxo

i'm terrified for what's to come of the future.

that is all.

xoxo

New Year's Eve

forever alone. yes, i will be spending a night of parties around the world alone. with my fucking dog. probably on tumblr. probably watching some dumb ass shit on the television as the numerous stations count down 2010. yeah, my life is fucking awesome.

it's okay, i spend every fucking year alone.

2010, you were mediocre at best. you had shining moments such as HP7, Easy A, Pretty Little Liars..... and that's about it. 2011, i hope you are better.

Resolutions:
-Get my shit together.
-Get a job.
-Exercise regularly.
-Watch less tv.
-Learn to play my ukulele.
-Walk my dog.
-Cook better food.
-Be more honest about everything.
-Find a best friend other than my fucking dog.
-Be less socially awkward.

i have single handedly ruined my own life.

that's the worst part. it was all me.

i've lost all hope

for my ever being in a relationship.
i don't think the day will come.




....do i smell?

It's all just a bunch of bullshit.
So, fuck you.