i got off the bandwagon and i am so pissed off. i coulda been at my goal by now or halfway there, but i'm slowly but surely back onto said bandwagon.
oh, and i have to take my ISATS tomorrow at a Sylvan Learning center.
and i just started my period yesterday.
and i can't do any of my assignments in any of my classes until the ISATS are done.
and, i'm already super behind in english, and am now super behind in math and physical science as well.
and i feel fat, i have super bad cramps, i'm hungry all day long BECAUSE its that time of month. life is kinda good and bad right now.
GOOD
-my face is clearing up and staying relatively clear
-there's lots of fruits in my house to snack on
-LOST and Glee are on tonight!
-we have pepper jack cheese and triscuit thin crisps (best snack combo EVER)
-turkey bacon. yum.
-it's my little brother's baseball season! :)
-it's spring and warming up
-my dog, eevee, is the worlds best dog ever
-i feel pretty from the waist up (hahaa)
BAD
-i feel fat from the waist down and my arms
-my bike is not fixed so i cannot ride it
-i'm on my period, have super bad cramps and don't want to work out
-i got off the eating well bandwagon, and i was doing SO FUCKING GOOD
-my stomach hurts way worse when i'm on my period in the morning, so morning's suck
-my sister is being extra touchy, but i guess i know how to push her buttons perfectly. so it's the two of us tango-ing.
-i have to take ISATS tomorrow
-i am VERY behind in my school
that is all for now, sorry to bore you.
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The link is so tiny for me to "comment" and it literally took me 5 clicks to get it.
ReplyDeleteBut anywho. With every negative you will find a positive. I know it's hard to be positive when you are feeling so negative. But you just have to really ask yourself, how can I make this a positive? Start to analyze and you will figure it out. I love you Carley! I saw on your status your ISAT scores and I am way proud of you homes. I could NEVER do that good.
Stay strong my darling beautiful friend.
-Mike-