i love you.

to be perfectly honest, i have never understood racism. or homophobia. i just can never grasp the idea of how someone can hate another person for something they have no control over? how can you hate someone for how they were born?! it just doesn't make sense to me and frankly, it makes me so angry that i could just cry. i don't get why this world is full of so much hate about things we cannot control. if i was running this world, every day would be a nice 78 degrees with a slight breeze here and there, it would get dark at eleven pm, it would be warm all night long, everyone would love to hug and there would be no hate for things that are out of our control. oh, and i'd be dating ian somerhalder. :) seriously though, i could go on forever about how we need to have equal rights for gays and that everyone needs to get out of their ignorant, close mind and look around. how is two men or two women getting married affecting your life? all they want to do is have proof of their love and commitment toward each other, and until gay marriage is completely legal, i'm never marrying. it's not fair that i can marry eighteen people in vegas and get divorced and two people who love each other cannot marry because it is "wrong". how the fuck is loving someone else 'wrong'? and how is having different colored skin, eyes, and a different culture and heritage wrong? answer me that, and you win life.

now, on to less angering things :)

if i could have anything in the world, all i would want is for everyone in the world to be happy with what they have, because at the end of the day, we are all just human. we are all unique, beautiful, and capable people and the fact that we can just breathe for free and be on this earth right now is absolutely incredible and the exact definition of amazing. and it's something that we all take for granted and i'll be the first to admit it. but from now on, i'm going to start taking notice of the small things and the fact that i'm here, alive, happy, healthy, beautiful, and a little bit insane. and i love it.
and i love you, whoever you are reading this.