i have single handedly ruined my own life.

that's the worst part. it was all me.

i've lost all hope

for my ever being in a relationship.
i don't think the day will come.




....do i smell?

It's all just a bunch of bullshit.
So, fuck you.

I find it to be very funny how much you can realize about your life in such a small amount of time over the smallest things.

But during this past week, I have realized a lot. And it sucks when the people you put number one don't have you on that same level. And it sucks when you realize the last time you really had that 'best friend' experience was from second to sixth grade.
But, I guess it just goes to show that in the end, you can only depend on yourself. And I realize that now.

i'm falling apart